21 maj 2016. Dita e sotme nisi me nj\u00eb urim t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb nga im at\u00eb, q\u00eb m\u00eb largoi me mendime e kujtime, nga Wintherturi drejt Shkod\u00ebrloces…<\/p>\n
M’u kujtuan dit\u00eb e njer\u00ebz, vende e ndodhi nga m\u00eb t\u00eb ndryshmet, q\u00eb kaluan si nj\u00eb rrjedh\u00eb lumi, n\u00eb k\u00ebto 38 vite jet\u00eb… Kujtime q\u00eb m\u00eb ftuan t\u00eb shkruaj k\u00ebto rreshta, p\u00ebr t\u00eb d\u00ebshmuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb disat\u00ebn her\u00eb se k\u00ebshtu \u00ebsht\u00eb jeta e jon\u00eb e k\u00ebsaj bote; kalimtare, e shpejt\u00eb\u2026 Edhe pse nganj\u00ebher\u00eb, duket se ajo pengohet diku, p\u00ebr t’u zgjatur n\u00eb d\u00ebshirat e saj p\u00ebr t\u00eb imponuar veten, por m\u00eb kot, nuk ia arrin dot, \u00ebsht\u00eb dhe mbetet kalimtare! Dhe, kalimtar\u00ebt jan\u00eb t\u00eb mang\u00ebt, nuk i plot\u00ebson gj\u00eb, e kan\u00eb nj\u00eb fillim, e kan\u00eb edhe nj\u00eb fund…<\/p>\n
Edhe ne raca njer\u00ebzore jemi t\u00eb mang\u00ebt, sepse jemi kalimtar\u00eb, nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb ky vendq\u00ebndrimi yn\u00eb p\u00ebrfundimtar, at\u00eb e fitojm\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet zgjidhjes s\u00eb ekuacioneve t\u00eb ndryshme t\u00eb jet\u00ebs ton\u00eb, (q\u00eb ngjet me nj\u00eb numratore…), rezultatet e t\u00eb cil\u00ebve do t\u00eb na vizojn\u00eb rrug\u00ebn drejt p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsimit.., atij, ku nuk do t\u00eb jemi m\u00eb kalimtar\u00eb…<\/p>\n
K\u00ebtu m\u00eb vjen nd\u00ebr mend th\u00ebnia e Hasan Basriut, q\u00eb i drejtohej njeriut, cilitdo njeri, me k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb: “O bir i Ademit, ah sikur ta dish se ti je nj\u00eb num\u00ebr; \u00e7do dit\u00eb q\u00eb kalon nga jeta e jote, pak\u00ebsohet di\u00e7ka nga numri yt!\u201d\u2026 E, n\u00eb fakt, kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrteta e madhe jet\u00ebs son\u00eb. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrteta e vet\u00eb jet\u00ebs n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb univers!<\/p>\n
Urimi i bab\u00ebs, m\u00eb mori p\u00ebr dore drejt thell\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb kujtimeve\u2026 U takova edhe me Gjyshin e Nanen, me t\u00eb af\u00ebrm e t\u00eb njohur, me shok\u00eb e m\u00ebsues, me komshi e bashk\u00ebmoshatar\u00eb\u2026 Dola t\u00eb loz pak edhe n\u00eb bah\u00e7en e madhe t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, ku u rrita… Vrapova me nj\u00eb frym\u00eb, bile d\u00ebshirova edhe t\u00eb rr\u00ebzohem e t\u00eb vras gjunjt\u00eb, si dikur\u2026 K\u00ebrkova sa djathtas-majtas p\u00ebr Gjyshin. E gjeta duke punuar, pa nxitim, pa ngut\u2026 Nuk ia prisha qet\u00ebsin\u00eb, madje as e thirra, edhe pse m\u00eb kishte marr\u00eb malli ta th\u00ebrras e t\u00eb shoh reagimin e tij, shoq\u00ebruar me buz\u00ebqeshjen e tij, si bekim p\u00ebr mua\u2026<\/p>\n
U ktheva. Ndala hovin e vrapit tim dhe, vura re se diku n\u00eb nj\u00eb cep t\u00eb oborrit po punonte Nana, n\u00eb bot\u00ebn e saj past\u00ebrtore, n\u00eb paqen e shpirtit t\u00eb saj, n\u00eb shembullin e pashoq t\u00eb gruas s\u00eb fisme\u2026 E pash\u00eb me mall, buz\u00ebqesha dhe, nuk ia prisha qet\u00ebsin\u00eb\u2026 Sa kujtime e nostalgji m\u00eb zgjoi ky urim, o bab\u00eb..!<\/p>\n
Nganj\u00ebher\u00eb mendoj se \u00ebsht\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb njeriu t\u00eb ket\u00eb sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb dit\u00eb e momente reflektimi n\u00eb jet\u00ebn e tij. Na b\u00ebn mir\u00eb reflektimi. Na b\u00ebn mir\u00eb t\u00eb kthehemi n\u00eb kujtes\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos harruar tabanin, origjin\u00ebn, shpirtin, ata q\u00eb jemi e \u00e7far\u00eb p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsojm\u00eb, nga vijm\u00eb e \u00e7\u2019bartim me shpirt e n\u00eb shpirt, brez pas brezi\u2026<\/p>\n
Na rikujton sesa t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl jemi, edhe pse numrat e pranis\u00eb ton\u00eb mbi tok\u00eb rriten vit pas viti, e ne nuk e ndjejm\u00eb, a b\u00ebjm\u00eb sikur kuptojm\u00eb se p\u00ebrse \u00ebsht\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb ndalesh pak n\u00eb stacionin e dat\u00ebs s\u00eb nd\u00ebrrimit t\u00eb viteve t\u00eb jet\u00ebs t\u00ebnde; pa bredh e pa zbukurime, pa pritur dhurata e pa k\u00ebrkuar n\u00eb bot\u00ebn e iluzioneve\u2026 Sepse jeta rrjedh n\u00eb heshtje, e lodhur dhe e rraskapitur, teksa bart mbi supe nj\u00eb thes t\u00eb madh me sekrete e t\u00eb path\u00ebna, me psher\u00ebtima e biseda me yjet, net\u00ebve t\u00eb gjata t\u00eb p\u00ebrp\u00eblitjeve t\u00eb m\u00ebdha\u2026<\/p>\n
Na rikujton sesa e nevojshme \u00ebsht\u00eb q\u00eb dikush t\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrkujtoj\u00eb stacionet e reflektimit, q\u00eb n\u00eb fakt t\u00eb mund\u00ebsojn\u00eb afrimin e m\u00ebtejsh\u00ebm me Zotin, t\u00eb mund\u00ebsojn\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb sesa rutina e p\u00ebrditshme e jet\u00ebs n\u00eb hutim e vet\u00ebk\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi\u2026<\/p>\n
Sa kujtime e nostalgji m\u00eb zgjoi ky urim, o bab\u00eb..!<\/p>\n
Muhamed B. Sytari<\/strong> 21 maj 2016. Dita e sotme nisi me nj\u00eb urim t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb nga im at\u00eb, q\u00eb m\u00eb largoi me mendime e kujtime, nga Wintherturi drejt Shkod\u00ebrloces… M’u kujtuan dit\u00eb e njer\u00ebz, vende e ndodhi nga […]<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":143,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-142","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-editorial"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/142","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=142"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/142\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":144,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/142\/revisions\/144"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/143"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=142"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=142"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=142"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nWinthertur, 21 maj 2016<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"