{"id":3159,"date":"2021-08-12T08:10:27","date_gmt":"2021-08-12T08:10:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/?p=3159"},"modified":"2021-08-12T08:10:27","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T08:10:27","slug":"meditime-51","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/?p=3159","title":{"rendered":"Meditime (51)"},"content":{"rendered":"

“K\u00ebshtu ndodh, kur veshi b\u00ebhet gjuh\u00eb!”…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Stambolli ishte zbardhur nga d\u00ebbora. Ishte dim\u00ebr, prej atyre, q\u00eb p\u00ebrher\u00eb m\u00eb ngjallin nostalgjin\u00eb e dimreve t\u00eb hershme t\u00eb viteve t\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb n\u00eb Shkod\u00ebr, kur nadje her\u00ebt, baba, rahmet past\u00eb, q\u00eb dilte her\u00ebt p\u00ebr n\u00eb pun\u00eb, m\u00eb sillte me bi\u00e7iklet\u00eb tek Nana Bafte e, un\u00eb, gati i p\u00ebrgjumur, mezi prisja t\u00eb strukesha n\u00eb prehrin e Saj…<\/p>\n

Me z\u00ebrin e but\u00eb, si melodi andrrash, m\u00eb merrte me t\u00eb mir\u00eb, m\u00eb kruante kok\u00ebn e se \u00e7far\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebndonte, nuk e di, por si ai gjum\u00eb e ajo prehje nuk kujtoj t\u00eb kem p\u00ebrjetuar m\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00eb… Era e mir\u00eb e duarve t\u00eb Saj, z\u00ebri i but\u00eb, ngroht\u00ebsia e p\u00ebrqafimit e lutjet e heshtura t\u00eb zemr\u00ebs, m\u00eb shtronin rrug\u00ebn drejt nj\u00eb bote, q\u00eb ishte dhe mbeti and\u00ebrr e d\u00ebshiruar…<\/p>\n

Akoma sot, marr t\u00eb largohem e t\u00eb kthehem n\u00eb at\u00eb preh\u00ebr, duke kthyer pas shiritin e memories, ku s\u00ebrish shfaqet Baba, Nana e Gjyshi, qet\u00ebsia e zanit t\u00eb saj, buz\u00ebqeshja e Gjyshit fjal\u00ebpak e stoik, \u00ebmb\u00eblsia e dashnis\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb falte, prekjet e bekimeve q\u00eb pulsonin p\u00ebrqafimet e lutjet e Nan\u00ebs… O Zot, m\u00ebshiroji, sa njer\u00ebz fisnik\u00eb e zem\u00ebrdrit\u00eb q\u00eb ishin!<\/p>\n

Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, soba me dru n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn ku ndodheshim m\u00eb kujtonte f\u00ebmij\u00ebrin\u00eb n\u00eb Shkod\u00ebr, kur shpesh, sidomos fundjavave, zgjohesha her\u00ebt me gjyshin, p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndezur shporetin…<\/p>\n

E kujtoj si tani momentin, kur m\u00eb q\u00ebndronte mbi kok\u00eb, m\u00eb udh\u00ebzonte p\u00ebr vendosjen e ashklave, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb ndezja e drunjve, t\u00eb kapte me t\u00eb par\u00ebn. Kishte durim gjyshi dhe i shijonte ajo q\u00eb b\u00ebja, edhe pse nuk e shprehte me fjal\u00eb t\u00eb shumta, porse fytyra e tij e qeshur dhe v\u00ebshtrimet bekuese, ma mbushnin zemr\u00ebn me krenari, si ajo e fitimtar\u00ebve n\u00eb beteja! (Prej gjyshit m\u00ebsova t\u00eb flas pa harfe.., rahmet past\u00eb!)<\/p>\n

Ishin koh\u00eb e kushte ndryshe nga e sotmja e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve t\u00eb mi, por prania e Gjyshit dhe e Nan\u00ebs, me p\u00ebrshpirtjen dhe bot\u00ebn e tyre, peshonte p\u00ebr mua sa p\u00ebr tan\u00eb bot\u00ebn…<\/p>\n

Haxhiu i moshur arnaut, n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e t\u00eb cilit ishim miq, m\u00eb fliste me shum\u00eb respekt. Ishin vitet e para pas diplomimit tim. Kur thoje se jam diplomuar n\u00eb Sham Sherif\u00eb, nuk po thoje pak!<\/p>\n

Papritur, teksa po kuvendonim p\u00ebr \u00e7\u00ebshtje t\u00eb besimit e t\u00eb fes\u00eb, n\u00eb bised\u00eb u fut edhe dikush tjet\u00ebr jo i fush\u00ebs, madje me insistim, si k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulja e atyre q\u00eb duan t\u00eb imponohen aty ku nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb vendi i tyre..!?<\/p>\n

P\u00ebr respekt t\u00eb zotnis\u00eb s\u00eb moshuar, t\u00eb zotit t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, un\u00eb nuk fola m\u00eb, edhe pse mund t\u00eb flisja shum\u00eb, por…<\/p>\n

Zot\u00ebria e tij, (rahmet past\u00eb, sot nuk jeton m\u00eb), duke e kapur situat\u00ebn n\u00eb dor\u00eb, me nj\u00eb t\u00eb qeshur prej njeriu t\u00eb urt\u00eb, tha: “K\u00ebshtu ndodh, kur veshi b\u00ebhet gjuh\u00eb!”, dhe hodhi syt\u00eb nga un\u00eb duke qeshur me fytyr\u00ebn q\u00eb i kishte marr\u00eb form\u00eb e pamje dielli..!<\/p>\n

Imam Muhamed Bardhyl Sytari<\/span><\/a><\/strong>
\nMek\u00eb, 12 gusht 2019<\/em>
\nShkod\u00ebr, 12 gusht 2021<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“K\u00ebshtu ndodh, kur veshi b\u00ebhet gjuh\u00eb!”… Stambolli ishte zbardhur nga d\u00ebbora. Ishte dim\u00ebr, prej atyre, q\u00eb p\u00ebrher\u00eb m\u00eb ngjallin nostalgjin\u00eb e dimreve t\u00eb hershme t\u00eb viteve t\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb n\u00eb Shkod\u00ebr, kur nadje her\u00ebt, baba, rahmet […]<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3160,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3159","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-meditime"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3159","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3159"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3159\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3161,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3159\/revisions\/3161"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3160"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3159"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3159"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3159"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}