Sa jemi sh\u00ebndosh e mir\u00eb, shpesh e harrojm\u00eb hakun e fal\u00ebnderimit, thjesht\u00eb p\u00ebr sh\u00ebndetin, pra, t\u00eb themi: Falemnderit Zoti im, p\u00ebr sh\u00ebndetin e mir\u00eb! Harrojm\u00eb..!? Po ato ve\u00e7 dy fjal\u00eb jan\u00eb, jo dy v\u00ebllime recitim!? Ja pra, as ato nuk i themi, nga r\u00ebndesat e fjal\u00ebve t\u00eb p\u00ebrditshme q\u00eb marrim e japim..! (I ngrati ai q\u00eb i harrohet fal\u00ebnderimi dhe mir\u00ebnjohja n\u00eb jet\u00eb!?)<\/p>\n
A thua se kemi pun\u00ebt e krejt bot\u00ebs mbi supe… Pastaj, nj\u00eb l\u00ebvizje e vog\u00ebl k\u00ebtu e nj\u00eb atje, kur e gjejm\u00eb veten s\u00ebrish n\u00eb shtrat. Jo p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb gjumin e p\u00ebrditsh\u00ebm a pushimet rutine, her\u00eb me rregull e her\u00eb pa t\u00eb.., jo, jo! S\u00ebrish, di\u00e7ka nuk shkon me sh\u00ebndetin!<\/p>\n
O Zot! Temperatur\u00eb, dhimbje, lodhje, sy q\u00eb djegin, prishje e ekuilibrit t\u00eb humorit, humbje e shijes, plog\u00ebshti, marramendje, padurim… Allah, Allah..!<\/p>\n
(Dhe nj\u00eb mori hamend\u00ebsimesh, q\u00eb sillen e v\u00ebrtiten p\u00ebrreth mendjes, si p\u00ebr t’u d\u00ebshmuar aleat\u00eb t\u00eb zellsh\u00ebm t\u00eb t\u00eb padukshmes q\u00eb na ka prishur siran\u00eb..!?)<\/p>\n
S\u00ebrish n\u00eb shtrat e s\u00ebrish nevojtar\u00eb p\u00ebr t’u ngritur n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, t\u00eb shoq\u00ebruar nga dhimbja e fryma q\u00eb na merret, drejt nj\u00eb vendi ku mund t\u00eb merret abdes.., drejt sexhades.., drejt kibles.., drejt namazit.., dhe, pa fjal\u00eb e mes dhimbjesh, zhg\u00ebnjyer nga vetja, trokasim n\u00eb dyert e m\u00ebshir\u00ebs, duke thirrur At\u00eb, q\u00eb na ka garantuar (jasht\u00eb \u00e7do merite nga ana e jon\u00eb), se dera do t\u00eb hapet n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet nj\u00eb kodi ezelit, shum\u00eb t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb e t\u00eb mbar\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebdo, pa p\u00ebrjashtim: “Lutmuni Mua, Un\u00eb do t’ju p\u00ebrgjigjem!”… e prer\u00eb: “Un\u00eb do t’ju p\u00ebrgjigjem!”.<\/p>\n
I ngrati njeri, g\u00ebnjehet pas hijeve t\u00eb p\u00ebrkohshme, kapet pas tyre, i dor\u00ebzohet e gati-gati i shenjt\u00ebron, duke harruar Dhuruesin e jet\u00ebs, Garantuesin e rizkut, Mbrojt\u00ebsin nga \u00e7do e keqe, Begatuesin me mir\u00ebsi, Furnizuesin pa lodhje, Krijuesin e diellit dhe rrezes, han\u00ebs e feksimit t\u00eb saj.., i ngrati, q\u00eb s’zu mend nj\u00eb her\u00eb!<\/p>\n
S\u00ebrish n\u00eb shtrat, s\u00ebrish n\u00eb kllapat e pastrimit nga gjynahet, s\u00ebrish p\u00ebrball\u00eb pasqyr\u00ebs s\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs s\u00eb madhe; paaft\u00ebsis\u00eb p\u00ebr t’u p\u00ebrballur deri me nj\u00eb virus a infeksion, nj\u00eb mikrob a nj\u00eb krijes\u00eb krejt\u00ebsisht t\u00eb pap\u00ebrfillshme e thuajse inekzistente (q\u00eb po t\u00eb mos ishte sforcimi p\u00ebr t\u00eb shpikur mikroskop\u00eb e pajisje t\u00eb zhvilluara p\u00ebr mbikqyrjen dhe studimin e nj\u00eb bote t\u00eb panjohur p\u00ebr shumic\u00ebn d\u00ebrrmuese, as q\u00eb do dinim se \u00e7far\u00eb po ndodh e \u00e7far\u00eb kemi?!), krejt fillikat, si nj\u00eb udh\u00ebtar i izoluar n\u00eb nj\u00eb korridor tranziti.., n\u00eb nj\u00eb pritje t\u00eb pakufizuar…<\/p>\n
A do hapet dera? A do vazhdoj\u00eb udh\u00ebtimi? A do vonohet dhe, p\u00ebr pasoj\u00eb, shum\u00eb plane do prishen? A do anullohet? \u00c7far\u00eb ndodh m\u00eb pas..? Krejt gajb! Gajb! E panjohur! E paditur! E pallogaritur!<\/p>\n
Zot, t\u00eb qofshim fal\u00eb, q\u00eb s’na braktis me m\u00ebshir\u00ebn dhe bekimet e Tua, edhe kur m\u00eb t\u00eb dashurit e m\u00eb t\u00eb shtrenjt\u00ebt lodhen, s’durojn\u00eb m\u00eb, hutohen diku tjet\u00ebr a me di\u00e7ka larg nesh, … dhe kan\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00eb! Gjithkush sprovohet nga nj\u00eb mikrob, tamam si ari i past\u00ebr nga metali me ngjyr\u00eb..! Gjithkush sprovohet n\u00eb nj\u00eb moment t\u00eb papritur, si udh\u00ebtari n\u00eb nj\u00eb korridor t\u00eb heshtur e plot tension..!?<\/p>\n
Zot, t\u00eb qofshim fal\u00eb, q\u00eb me but\u00ebsin\u00eb T\u00ebnde, edhe pse jemi hutuar e rrug\u00ebtojm\u00eb n\u00eb devijim, vazhdon t\u00eb na begatosh me rizkun T\u00ebnd, t\u00eb na fal\u00ebsh jet\u00eb, drit\u00ebn e syrit, frym\u00ebn e shqisat, mendjen e rrahjet e zemr\u00ebs, \u00e7do gj\u00eb t\u00eb ditur e t\u00eb paditur p\u00ebr ne, si p\u00ebr t\u00eb na th\u00ebn\u00eb e rith\u00ebn\u00eb: “Nga po shkoni?”, teksa Madh\u00ebria Jote na d\u00ebshmon n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet gjuh\u00ebs s\u00eb Ma t\u00eb Dashtunit Pejgamber: “Robi Im! … n\u00ebse ti m\u00eb vjen duke ecur, Un\u00eb t\u00eb vij me vrap!”…<\/p>\n
Allah, Allah, t\u00eb qofshim fal\u00eb Zoti im!<\/p>\n
Ty t\u00eb takon fal\u00ebnderimi e, tek Madhnia Jote \u00ebsht\u00eb prehja! Pastaj, le t\u00eb vij\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb vij\u00eb, se ve\u00e7 e mira vjen prej Teje!<\/p>\n
Imam Muhamed Bardhyl Sytari<\/strong><\/p>\n Shkod\u00ebr, 5 janar 2021<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Sa jemi sh\u00ebndosh e mir\u00eb, shpesh e harrojm\u00eb hakun e fal\u00ebnderimit, thjesht\u00eb p\u00ebr sh\u00ebndetin, pra, t\u00eb themi: Falemnderit Zoti im, p\u00ebr sh\u00ebndetin e mir\u00eb! Harrojm\u00eb..!? Po ato ve\u00e7 dy fjal\u00eb jan\u00eb, jo dy v\u00ebllime recitim!? […]<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3263,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3262","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-editorial"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3262","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3262"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3262\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3265,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3262\/revisions\/3265"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3263"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3262"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3262"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/muhamedsytari.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3262"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}